in our planned future
u ran over my picket fence
with a mac tuck
you hit the dog on the way
i always said til the end
u just said end
the thrill of the unkown
i felt it
u stayed behind
now u crave it
the first time
you shook
we cried
now you want
new
exciting
sorry
i guess i'm neither
it hurts
to hear your voice
know your life
your number on the id
your things in my house
our things in my house
our things in town
our adventures
our stories
can't know you knowing someone else
kills me
the weight on my chest
the closing of my throat
the tears in my eyes
the weakness
want to hate
hate you
hate everything you do
can't hate you
for things i have done
crimes committed
sins
hypocricy
can't get drunk enough
can't forget
numb
mind on replay
pause
nothing to fast forward to
you're family
how do i look yours in the eye
how do i look your friends in the eye
do they know
know what you did
what i had done
all in
worst two words i ever said
u let me
lead me on
u kept quiet
inside you were screaming
no
u knew
u knew
i'm
stupid
embarrassed
shamed
you can make it so
give it all u got
love is enough
not when you're
the only one
beat the statistics
highschool lovers
die in eachothers arms
i have six years
you're in it
formative years
happy memories
you're there
i dream
i need
i want
only you
and then hate floods my mind
not for u but me
can't hate you
hate oneself
for
naive
stupid
blind
believing
trusting
holding back
keeping quiet
loving
tell me
what now
how to
get me
back
i gave her up
to let you in
for so long i we were into me
then you found you
then we were into you
please you
anything
through hoops
over backwards
too much
i did too much
empty
alone
lost